hedgiewan: (put yer dukes up)
When it is after midnight and you see a lady you do not know walking down the street with a six-pack, it is never appropriate to holler after her. It is especially never appropriate to follow her and call out about buying one of her beers. It is least appropriate to attempt to open the door to her apartment building if you do not catch up to her in time to, what? Tap her on the shoulder? Grab her arm? Wave your hand in front of her face? Engage her in unwanted conversation?

You and I, sir, we are not interacting. If you force an interaction, you will not like what you get. We are not even going to talk about how much you shouldn't be doing what you are doing. I am ignoring you ON PURPOSE.

Also, my beer is too good for you.

the hedge abides.
hedgiewan: (zooooom)
My life has just been validated by an internet quiz which declares my Calvin&Hobbes alter-ego to be Spaceman Spiff. Suddenly, medical school does not seem so important!

Um. In case you were wondering, that was dripping with more sarcasm than Evil Dead was dripping with fake blood.

Yesterday evening [livejournal.com profile] 433 and [livejournal.com profile] sithlet had me and Lex over to celebrate the 40th anniversary of the Apollo 11 moon landing by watching some Geeky Space Shit. I have never spent much time with Lex before, but she seems really fucking knock-down, no shit awesome. I did not know she also went to Smith, although 433 probably told me at some point and I just did not have a face to connect the information to.

Today I am one step closer to one of my summer's goals of seeing a final game at the Metrodome, about which I will brook no complaints. Nobody is making you go there if you don't like it. And I'm sure the Target field will end up being awesome, but I am just Not Interested. It still makes me to angry to think about.

Sunday's sunburn turned out worse than I had anticipated, on the side that did not seem so bad, but has since faded to a nice Minnesota tan. No hot showers for another couple days yet.

I'm really trying to work, but I really wish I was at home watching Star Trek and doing the fun part of my math homework, which involves copying it out neatly, which is far more satisfying than the smudgy pencil of the first draft. I want a vacation. A real vacation, that does not involve weddings or duty shifts. Omegacon is too far away!

the hedge abides.
hedgiewan: (put yer dukes up)
Friday was for dealing with the little stuff at work that had been neglected as we tried to gather as much supporting information as possible for the newest NSF grant. The grant is out. We'll hear back no earlier than October. Please don't ask before then.

Then [livejournal.com profile] mairi2 and I braved the HighlandFest for Harry Potter, which was absolutely worth seeing. Rupert Grint and Tom Felton have turned into pretty good actors. Too bad it's not "Ronald Weasley and the Half Blood Prince." But I will also admit to a significant Weasley Bias.

Mary and I stopped at Merlin's Rest for night at the pub, wherefrom I was transferred to the capable paws of Mya for an adventure in Microcinema: the second screening of Sherlock Jr with The Electric House at the Trylon microcinema at 32nd and Minnehaha. Those are two of my favorite Buster Keaton movies, there was live music (musical saw! does it get any better?), the seats were comfy, the snacks were reasonable, and I don't think I've ever been that happy to be in a sold-out movie theatre before! Keep an eye out for future screenings at http://take-up.org/.

Saturday was my daycare sister's wedding reception. Katie was my closest cohort, and we had some pretty good times growing up. Even if she is bossy. It is weird to see someone you used to see daily and haven't seen for more than a couple hours at a time in years. I think this must be what most peoples' family gatherings are like, but I am unaccustomed.

It was cool and cloudy and I meant to do some grooming of my car, some rustbusting and washing and waxing, but Mya didn't have to go to Ely after all, so we got a head start on Jesse Stone mysteries. Enough of a head start that we got to watch The Italian Job after, but not such a head start that Brixton didn't fall asleep. I should really be watching more heist movies.

Brixton dropped me off at Mary and Dan's, where I holed up in the attic for a day of fishing. I caught a sunburn and some sunfish, discovered that my shoulder is not in as good of shape as it could be, and just now caught a case of deja vu. Which probably just means that I've had to remember and retype bits of this entry too many times, trying to catch all the places where my pissy keyboard has refused to type the "i" that I told it to type. How does all this cat hair get in here, anyway?

Probably the same way my issue of Monica's "Abandon Everything, Save Yourself" propaganda got crumpled. And the same way there are tiny bits of cardboard on my kitchen floor. And holes in my couch. Ruiners.

the hedge abides.
hedgiewan: (night launch)
Man. My HPA axis is working overtime. My heart rate is through the roof. MCAT panic is fully entrenched. This test is insane, and I'm realizing just how long it has been since I took most of these relevant classes. Also, how little I use O.Chem in my daily life. I remember the stuff I use just fine. But really. I do not care about N-Methylpropanamide. Maybe that makes me a bad person. But only to a very small subset of the population.

I am reading a good book. You know, in the midst of all this. Of course, it was due back at the library today and I can't renew it anymore. I suggest a revision to the renewal policy that bases allowed renewals on the item's checkout history. Like, if nobody has checked it out for over a year, you should get to renew it more than twice. The book is Western Science in the Arab World: The Impact of Darwinism 1860-1930, by Adel Ziadat. It was published in 1986, and if it wasn't his thesis, it is decidedly academic. Not exactly the DVD of New Hot Film. Good, though. Maybe I will buy it, actually. Lots of names that I have trouble remembering, it would be nice to be able to look back on. It has already inspired an essay about science and society that I may inflict on y'all at some point.

My goals for post-MCAT sanity:
- actually attend a Hitchcock night.
- submit my committee letter request paperwork.
- talk to my letter writers (Bill, Nick, Rich, Dr. Merritt, Melissa, maybe Drake and Abby)
- take my "health assessment" (sure, i'll tell you how much exercise i do if you give me $65)
- finish xn&rebecca's wedding present.
- start swimming. this cold has done some seriously bad things to my lung capacity.
- have doug and ellie over for dinner.
- have mary and dan over for dinner.
- go to the midwest mountaineering outdoor adventure expo. go canoeing at their boat tryout.
- revise personal statement.
- go to junkyard. find new rim for sputnik.
- take out sputnik's radio and check for functionality. maybe get new radio at junkyard?
- submit entry to MISFITS writing contest. Category? Poetry. Laugh and die.
- sign up for motorcycle training course. get motorcycle permit.
- make dinner for [livejournal.com profile] slackademic. bust out the vegan cooking skillz. make some cupcakes that will not be scoffed at, as if vegan cooking isn't still *cooking.* (that almost said "make out with," as a totally benign combination of "make dinner for" and "hang out with." no designs on your tonsils, micah, i promise).

Additionally, in the "win the lottery" category:
- visit Penny in Boston. and Laura and Cat and Tyler.
- visit Maryalice, who I haven't seen since college. This is unacceptable.
- hell, visit Northampton.
- and Kacie.
- and Meredith.
Dammit. These travel websites need to stop sending me all these "low fare alerts." I'm going stir crazy, here. Germany was fantastic, but, like tattoos, travel has a way of getting under your skin and making you want mooooooore.

Ok. Back to the beer and studying.

the hedge abides.
hedgiewan: (blue)
Many of you may be interested in this article about trans students at women's colleges:
When She Graduates as He.

Mya and I went to see "The Last King of Scotland" at the Riverview this weekend. It was... graphic.

I also have new jeans and a raincoat which is exciting.

Medical school is frustrating. I need to take another semester of college classes before I'll be able to get in, which is both a logistical nightmare and another delay. Aargh.

Now I should read this exciting review paper. And analyze my RIA data.

I study neural control and circadian regulation of the adrenal stress response. What exactly do you guys think I do over the course of a day? What is your understanding of scientific research in general? Science policy? Scientists?

the hedge abides.
hedgiewan: (digime)
Rest in peace, beloved scarf, which is probably getting driven over and pounded into the pavement of Grand Avenue as I type. That, or it has managed to totally conceal itself in Ellie's car, and we'll find it years later. I made that scarf about seven years ago, and it took me a long damn time. Partly because I kept ripping it out and starting over, but still. It has served me well, and I anthropomorphize too much, because I hate losing things because I'm worried that they'll feel abandoned.

So tonight Brixton and I went to Clickity Sticks and I bought yarn for a new scarf. Tomorrow there is a Smif Club of MN knitting group meeting, which would be fun to attend and productive, too, but it's all the way in Plymouth, I work at 5 tomorrow, and my car may not be fixed by then.

Which brings me to the next point: have you ever had your master cylinder die? Don't. It sucks.

Fortunatly, I have The Best Sisteril Ever. Ellie has been letting me borrow her car for over a week now, and I cannot even begin to express my gratitude. I could do most things without it if I had to, but those 5am shifts at work would have been especially miserable in this week of near-Canadian temperatures if I had to take the bus for an hour to get there.

On Wednesday I go back to the U for a second interview with a PI in the neuroscience department. I am a little nervous after five months of retail work about taking a job with actual responsibility. Suddenly I am much more afraid of disappointing people than is entirely reasonable, and I dislike that feeling. I also dislike the realization that I shy away from responsibility. Double self-esteem whammy.

On the other hand, I'd get to learn a lot of really cool techniques, I'd learn a lot about neuroscience (which I have not studied), and my project would concern circadian rythyms, which hold a special place in my heart. Also, a regular schedule, nice-seeming boss, an easily non-car commute, HEALTH INSURANCE, a reasonable amount of money, something like self-respect, free classes at the U, using my brain, and vacation time. Things that most people take for granted... I just need to not be as dazed as I was at the last interview, but I won't have worked at 5am, so that should be no problem, right?

When I get a real job, one of the first things I'm going to do is buy myself a new MP3 player. Any suggestions? Well, I've got a pretty prohibitive list of demands, but let's see what we can come up with:demands! )

the hedge abides.
hedgiewan: (muertos)
Ok, I think I'm caught up with everybody in regards to fivequestions and seventhings. *doublechecks* Yeah, done.

Now, I want to encourage people who got fivequestions from me to post the questions and answers on their journals, in the interest of perpetuating this pyramid scheme meme.

Also, I would like any fivequestionses from all y'all. [livejournal.com profile] crowgoddess is exempt, on account of her being a gimp. Who is moving to Texas. However, if she would be so kind as to back me up on the correct pluralization of "y'all" at some point when she is less broken, it would be greatly appreciated.

As for regular life, I spent a fantastic weekend in Northampton with Kacie- we took kayaks out on Paradise and admired her crazy apple seedlings growing inside her apple and mothered the seniors getting ready for senior ball and walked a bit and loved. It is shaky but good, and I got to exclaim over everyone and eat lots of food that I didn't have to buy or prepare or clean-up-after, and help Laura with her thesis presentation (talking science is fun!)

Now I've just paid my 6-month car insurance premium in full (first time that's happened). [livejournal.com profile] zillapook cut my hair last night, as it took literally actually I-timed-it fifteen minutes to comb my hair after my last shower. It's something like 4 inches shorter... I regret the loss of length, but it feels a darn sight better. Earlier this evening, I planned and did some research for our Girl Scout meeting, where we will be learning some camping skills (bandana tricks, trail signs, cloud types, orienteering, and setting up a tent).

This weekend I'll be spending Cinco de Mayo ('cos I'm sooo Mexican) locked into the NY State Museum with my Girl Sprouts, learning about local AmIndian tribes (mostly Iraquois, I believe). They let the survivors out around 10am, to stagger home. Hopefully you will hear from me then, as I am supposed to drive to Smith again that day, so that Laura and I can drive to Boston on Sunday. It's rather a graduation present that I'm chaffeuring her to Boston for some job interviews and apartment hunting, but we'll also get time to met up with Alex and maybe [livejournal.com profile] starcatsinging (and maybe [livejournal.com profile] pants_of_doom?) while there. Then back to Smith and then on to Albany, where I will arrive late on Monday evening, a tank of gas and some insanity later...

As for the amorphous future, there was an article in the Metroland about the Woman's Club of Albany, an institution that is almost a century old but nearly petered out a few years back. They're enjoying a revival of sorts lately, and I got the idea to see if they'd be interested in a Bead for Life beadwear party. This is the project on which Kacie worked while in Kampala, and a great group in general. I've been wanting to host a party, but the trouble is that most of the people that I know are poor and/or students, and it just wouldn't be successful. This would be a great group to host a party for, though. This won't be until after Sprouts is over for the summer, though.

As for free time, I'm enjoying the mass of Texas Ranch House this week. Good fun. Would be more fun if [livejournal.com profile] paddle2paddle was on it, though... Better than that Ian fool, that's for sure. I started but then put down a J. Robert Oppenheimer (see? he went by his middle name!) biography, just finished Libba Bray's new book, Rebel Angels (OMG YAF. [livejournal.com profile] piratehearts, have you read these? [livejournal.com profile] starcatsinging? [livejournal.com profile] crowgoddess?), tore through Chris Baldwin's first Little Dee collection, and I'm now reading Heinlein's Beyond this Horizon.

That was a lot of damn html. Phooey.

Oh, and I had weird dreams about The Boy last night, which were kind of haunting. I hope for a more normal day tomorrow.

the hedge abides.

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